Sunday, December 22, 2002
3, 2, 1....

I can't believe there's only three more days until Christmas. I'm supposed to be Christmas' biggest fan and here I am not even feeling...it. There's no spirit in me this year and I don't get it. I love our tree though, and the bizillion presents underneath. I feel like a child again, hopping around picking up each box and shaking it with hopes of figuring out what's inside, even if it's not for me.

97.3 EZ Rock has been playing Christmas music 24/7 for weeks now, and it does a pretty good job of getting me in the mood. That, and wrapping presents. I find it soothes me somehow.

With the help of the Gandhi's scanner and my mother's Singer sewing machine I was able to complete my Christmas project last night. They are all disproportionately lumpy and smell like plastic, but that's what you get when you try to make your own pillows. I keep wondering why they don't look like the ones on Trading Spaces.

Korean BBQ for dinner tonight. So...much...meat. Ugh. I'll have visions of beef swimming in it's own blood tonight.

Sweet dreams.