Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Let Me Just Say This
Through all of my ranting and angry depressive moments, you have been there. And though it's been AGES and even I can't believe I'm still having bad days, you're still here. Thanks for toughing it out and continuing to read - congrats on making it this far without gagging or poking your eyes out. Sometimes it's funny because I get the impression that you like this sap-ass crap that I write about still being sad about my ex-boyfriend and his new girlfriend and my situation in general, about having to be at the same school and in the same class and in the same country as them. I get more emails about my sad posts than I do about my happy, nothing-to-do-with-him posts. This does not mean that there will be more posts of that variety from now on, but I like the fact that you like it when I write sappy junk.
I'm fine though (really!). I've got my good and bad moments and I just happen to highlight the bad moments more so than the good ones. Besides, the bad stuff makes for more interesting blog fodder. Today was a good day. I wore my lighter jacket even though it got way colder, but that's about as bad as it got. See what I mean? Bor-ing.
Anyhoo, I appreciate you folks more than you know. Thanks for the emails - you make my heart smile.
My darling Annia found this for me and I am infinitely happier for having read it:
Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.