Friday, November 04, 2005
I Would Say 'Give It Time', But I've Had Tons

You should not, under any circumstances:

- leave me alone for long periods of time
- leave me alone when I'm tired
- leave me alone in front of this computer
- leave me alone when I'm listening to sappy music
- leave me alone ever.

I should not, under any circumstances, ever, EVER again:

- look through old photos of us
- read old message histories and save them
- read old emails
- visit his wesbites
- remember the feel of his sweater or the warmth of his cheek against my skin
- remember what it was like to love him
- remember what it was like to have him love me back

Generally:

- stop trying to help me 'get over it'
- realize that reminding me of how long it's been since we broke up isn't helping
- listen and support me
- only scold me sometimes, and only if you're one of a special few
- talk about you
- laugh at it with me please
- do not let me talk about, think about or remember what it's like to be in love
- nod when I realize that I'm just being really stupid
- figure out how to erase memories